I'm in a hotel in El Paso right now. Yesterday I wrote some notes about what I wanted to write about, but when I pulled up my screen last night my mind wasn't up to the task of such a mental challenge to magically make the statements I wrote into some poetic story with a meaningful message behind it.
So I dug around for some older writings to share and found this piece that resonates strongly with this video I listened to while driving. I'll share the writing that expresses my knowing of my place in this world as an energetically sensitive person after I share a little about the video.
The video was titled, The Karmic Return.
In this hour plus discussion, Matt Kahn describes seriously and comically the different stages and pathways to awakening the masculine narcissist, the energetically sensitive feminine, and then the integration of the two in the gut (these don't have anything to do with gender).
All equally important, but require fundamentally different choices that lead to liberation.
While the narcissist awakens to the mind, recognizing that they aren't alone in this world, the energetically sensitive awakens to the heart, leading the collective world towards love and unity.
Knowing I'm an energetically sensitive soul, I wept in recognition of my own path and choices I've made to arrive in this moment.
Traveling the path of awakening, trying all the things, I've found myself sometimes succeeding, yet always finding a way to expose my insecurities, feelings of pain, abandonment, separation, and ultimately, unworthiness.
I have been working with this core idea intensely for the past month.
It's been showing itself to me time after time and I'm relieved and feel so blessed to have had this video show up in my life, offering me some guidance to healing my incessant wound that holds me back from true greatness.
I feel like I've touched parts of my greatness before, yet somehow it continues to waver.
I'm excited to pay myself some deep presence with this wisdom and intentional focus of love (even MORE than I do now)!
Reflecting on the yesterday, I woke up at a friend's house in Austin, to which I'm so grateful.
I took some time for self care before I left, ensuring my Body and Mind were ready for the trip.
I used my dyna disk to work my ankle stabilizers and wake up my gluteal muscles.
Afterwards, I used my awesome FasciaBlaster on my Achilles to loosen up the ankle and provide more range of motion and decrease the pain.
I found myself sitting on the stoop of the house, meditating and finding deep gratitude for all those who have allowed me space to blossom in their presence; to those who have seen me without me begging to be seen.
I did some breathing that really fired me up and prepared my whole system to go.
I stood up and made my way from Austin to El Paso, stopping in Sonora to fix a flat tire and Balmorhea State Park to take a dip in the spring fed pool.
While I was driving, I listened to this video that offered me blissful explosions of joyful tears from the recognition of my Self.
If you consider yourself and energetically sensitive person, please do yourself a favor and click the link to the video.
I'm curious to see who else resonates this deeply with the Karmic Return.
The Awakening Path
This journey you’re on is not only for you.
There are billions on this planet: hurting, neglected, hungry, thirsty, cold, sick, confused, lonely, sad, overwhelmed, and afraid.
There are billions on this planet who need your help.
You are the key to unlocking this pain in the world.
When you commit to the life of being awake, you also commit to saving the world.
You will make a difference.
You will spread the message to others by simply existing.
You will share with them your knowledge of survival and how to thrive, leading by example.
The world depends on you doing the work within.
When you open the door to your own personal suffering, you step into a place of love.
From that moment, true freedom can be witnessed and known.
Once you have liberated yourself from suffering, by acknowledging your pain, you are in a place to explore what else it means to be human.
Connecting and sharing with others is the sweetest bliss to experience.
Being in the presence of a human soul as they share their gifts in the purest form of expression is the greatest blessing.
Upon honoring our distinct physical and experiential boundaries and seeing our infinite soul connection that bonds us, we are able to come together as community.
This is the time to unite.
This is the moment to create something that that will unravel the destruction of this earth.
This is our opportunity to save the world and we’ll do it together.
Aimee, 30 years old views life as a gift and an opportunity to live your dreams. Stick around to hear how she does it and supports you in doing it, too.